Meredith Gibraltar shares about her writing journey. A new book is in the mix! Cheers!
I just thought that I’d share a little about my new book idea. It will be a young adult/teen book about a woman who is in college and is saved by a werewolf. It’s my first paranormal romance! Go figure! It will be set in Vancouver. A mysterious amulet is the key! The name of this book will maybe be Mia. Or maybe a catch phrase. I haven’t decided yet.
I’ve told you before that I write about my life in my books. So in my second book Abigail, the heroine is writing a new book called Mia about a werewolf. The idea just popped in my head and so I thought why not! That will be my next book. But I hesitate to start it. I’ll finish Abigail first.
I haven’t started editing Martha yet. I read somewhere that one should wait three months before editing. I can understand that since it will give you a fresh look at the book. It’s hard though. On top of that I don’t know how much writing I’ll get done!
I was anxious the other day. Someone wanted a book review of Martha and it hasn’t even been published yet. This put my whole day out of whack! I was anxious all day. My daughter suggested that I just write a summary. I wrote a quick summary. But I could add to it. I may do that. I’m not sure. I have to think of what we would write on the back cover of the book when I publish it. That’s where I’m at with Martha now.
I’m looking to the future. I entered the first 5000 words of Martha into a contest. I don’t know if I have any chances of winning. I’ll know by the end of March whether I won or not. But I am moving forward and trying out new things. The biggest worry is finding an editor. I have one beta reader. Hopefully she can give me the email addresses of some friends who would also like to be beta readers. The more the merrier. Then I seriously have to find an editor.
Never stop fighting…talk about what makes you anxious…just bring it up with a friend or loved one…you don’t have to say it’s your anxiety…they might have an idea about it that you never would have thought about! Open up…talk to someone…
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Meredith Gibraltar shares her writing space with you all. Cheers!
Yes it’s my dining room table. We no longer eat at the table. I spend many an hour especially in the mornings typing away at my laptop. I do not take a pen to paper. It is all done with the computer.
I am now working on my second book Abigail, introducing the characters. It will be a romantic suspense of a woman who is at the wrong place at the wrong time with respect to organized crime. The book speaks of her struggles when she is followed and also of her depression. I try to incorporate stories of mental illness into my books to raise awareness among my readers.
Meredith Gibraltar writes a poem about courage for her book Martha. Cheers!
I felt terror!
It pressed my head into my pillow!
I struggled to lay still.
I struggled to stay calm.
But it was all in my mind.
I read a book.
It talked of voices.
And people believing in them.
I thought that’s what I do!
Could the voices not be real?
Are they all in my mind?
With courage I checked.
With courage I stopped listening.
With courage I dared!
It is all in my mind!
But still I fear.
Now it’s everyday things.
But the fear is less.
With courage slowly I heal!
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Meredith Gibraltar shares her most liked poem of 2017. Thank you for liking my writing. It gives me courage to keep on writing. Your likes mean the world to me and warm my heart! Thank you. Cheers! Happy 2018!
It takes all my courage
To face my fears.
Sometimes I just hold my breath
And do what I have to do.
Sometimes I bury that fear so deep
That I am not aware of it.
But I fear. Daily I fear.
Now I trust in myself.
And I trust in God.
That trust runs deep.
No one is interested in me.
No one notices me.
What a relief!
It was all so real before.
But it was like a dream.
Not real. Real is now.
Real is that no one is interested in me.
No one. No one.
I am alone.
Meredith Gibraltar would like to take the time to wish you and your’s a Happy New Year. May the new year be filled with love, blessings and good luck. Cheers!
This is my best painting of 2017. I have captured the crouching leopard very well. He looks balanced as he enjoys a meal. It is a pastel painting. Yes, I am an artist too.
I have come a long way in the past year. My illness was very severe at New Year’s last year. Since then with courage and perseverance and encouragement from my loved ones I have dealt with my fears. I have therapy and that has helped since the medication is helping. But what really helped was and is the counseling. Therapy without counseling is useless. You have to talk about what is bothering you. And you need to talk to a professional. They can guide you and can guide you to books that can help. Two books I use are The Courage to Heal Workbook and Anxiety & Phobia Workbook. They have been invaluable in their guidance and in my self discovery. Please if you have anxiety seek professional help. You need it!
I am developing the suspense in my novel Martha. Martha will be followed and in extreme danger. The men searching for Daniel will find her and Daniel must step up and protect her so that she will survive. Martha’s anxiety increases.
I have been blessed with a miracle this December 2017. The miracle of birth. I am a grandmother for the first time in my life. The child, Erik, was born on Dec 28 2017. He weighed 10 lbs 5 oz. And is healthy. As I held Erik for the first time I felt a rightness deep in my soul. Here was a reason to heal. Here was a reason to keep on trying. Here was a reason for being. The little man is a good baby and my daughter is fine and both are healthy. I thank God for little Erik. May God keep him and my daughter safe. Thank you God. My cup runneth over.
I wish for all of you a miracle in 2018. A miracle is unique to every person. I wish for you a guiding light that can help you heal and be courageous. It is with courage that we face our inner demons. The road is long and hard but there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Slowly we heal. Happy 2018.
Meredith Gibraltar writes a poem about fear and trust. Cheers!
But you are with me.
I fear…but the fear is less.
The memories haunt me.
Memories of my fear.
I have feared so much in the past.
Faced my fear alone.
Now I have you.
My fear subsides.
You are strong. You are good.
The strong and the good shall prevail.
I know this in my heart.
I stand strong beside you.
I hesitate with my weakness.
With courage I strengthen my resolve.
You are with me. Courageous and strong.
You stand with me.
I will prevail.