I dream…a poem.

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Meredith Gibraltar wrote the following poem in her first book  … Stephen.  I take the time to share it with you now.  Sorry I have been busy and not writing as much poetry as usual.  But I did write this yesterday and thought I’d share it with you now.  Cheers!

I dream.

I fear.

I cannot move.

Cannot speak.

Red cloaks.  Red hoods.

Knives soaked in red blood.


I fear.

I cannot move.

Cannot speak.

I fear.

Open my mouth.

No sound!

I try to yell!

No sound!

Terror!  Stark terror!

My head presses into my pillow.

Terror!  No sound!

Help!  I moan.

I roll over.

I can move.

I open my mouth!

No sound! 

I gurgle a sound!

No words!

I fear!  No sound!

I try to relax.  Relax.

A sound!  A word!


The terror spell is broken!

I can speak!

I can move!

I am safe!


I am writing and busy…sorry!

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Meredith Gibraltar is busy these days.  I am taking two courses and have little time to write poems in the morning.  One course is keeping me on track and I am trying to write at least 1000 words per day.  But I have little time to write poetry!  Sorry!  I have made deadlines when I will finish my first book Stephen!

I am taking a course to help me write my book Stephen.  The course is called My Book Blueprint by Kary Oberbrunner.  He outlines the blueprint of your book…all the way from writing to marketing.  It’s quite a good in depth course.

I am also taking his 30 day Elixir Project Experience where he trains me to be unhackable, meaning focused and in the zone to write.  It’s a big expensive but I think that it’s a good course.  It might be something that you would be interested in.  It has already made a major change in my thinking…my brain almost hurts!

I have provided the link to both courses above.

So my deadline to have finished Stephen is July 2017.  This means that I have to write 1000 words a day.  But the date is for the when the first draft is finished.  Then I have to edit the book.  Launch day has not been determined yet!

My mornings therefore are taken up writing Stephen or doing the course.  I will not be posting as much.  And I won’t be writing as many poems.  Sorry.  Cheers!

Happy Mother’s Day!

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Meredith Gibraltar is wishing all mothers….Happy Mother’s Day.  It is a privilege and an honor to be a mother.  Cherish the young years and appreciate the adolescent phase.  Children are a joy as adults as well.  Enjoy!

This is my lily marker drawing.  It was done in 2014.  My first drawings on disability.  Drawing soothed my tired mind.  The real healing journey did not begin until 2017 though.  Slowly I am making progress.  Thank you for reading and liking my blog.  It warms my heart to know people are listening, reading and perhaps sharing in their own healing journey.

I may be a grandmother soon.  Such exciting news!  I pray the mother and baby are doing fine and that the mother is careful.  It is a joy.  And a responsibility!

Challenges…a poem for me.

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Meredith Gibraltar now writes a poem for her about her life today…Challenges.  Cheers!

What is the purpose of life?

Life presents us with challenges.

We choose either to confront them

Or flee from them.

I have no choice.  I have to confront this.

It has taken over 15 years of my life.

I have to confront this.

I have to survive.

I have to heal.

Heal, my friend, heal.


Pressure…a poem.

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Meredith Gibraltar writes about pressure and being chased as in The Dominant, her second book.  Cheers!


Be calm.  Be safe.

They will make you scared.

They get hard with your fear.

They listen.

They get hard.

Be calm.  Be safe.

Be calm.


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I am a Diva…a poem for Stephen.

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Meredith Gibraltar writes a poem for her first book Stephen.  Cheers!

I have more than one man
who I love deeply.
More than one man wants me.
How could this be true?
Quiet me.  Simple me.
But they want me.
They tell me that I am a Diva.
A woman with more than one man.
This I accept now.
They have convinced me.
I am a Diva.

Please comment or like.  I love to hear from you.

Philippe…a new poem.

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Meredith Gibraltar writes another poem for her second book The Dominant.  It’s about an evil character who is better.


You are better.

Less raping.

Think of women.

Be better.

Less drugs.

Your mind is clearer.

You are protecting your money.

Less raping.

Think of your mother

with love.

Be better!